| men: | I can’t stand girls with low self-esteem, it’s such a turn off |
| men: | Ew a fat girl ew stretch marks I want to be able to pick a girl up and kiss her and hold her in the air wow she has a flat chest mosquito-bite boobs oh gosh I don’t like boobs that big they get in the way I want a flat tummy on my girl oh she has to have a great body no love handles yuck beef curtains are gross I like big nipples I like small nipples yuck thunder thighs no that’s too thin you look anorexic I love curves no not plus-size just skinny girls with small waists and big hips wow caked on make-up is such a turn-off yet I worship this celebrity that has never been seen without make-up and I watch porn so my idea of a real woman is thousands of dollars in plastic surgery and I have unreasonable standards that real women will never be able to attain |
I’ve come to realise that I will never be good enough. I’ll never live up to my own expectation. I don’t want to live like this.
Whats the point of being ‘living’ if youre never ever going to be good enough?
i took sleeping pills last night, i wanted to sleep…. so took one… i wanted to sleep for a long time so i took 2… i wanted to sleep for ever.. maybe i should have taken them all…